Friday, August 22, 2014

Sally's See Sures!


SET SAIL

Sally sat searching for sea shells she could hear laughs in
Because life had been far too serious
Rules and regulations and faulty situations
Sifting through sands she said fuck it
Run naked on the beach and let go
Breeze beneath her bosoms bouncing beyond boundaries
Beyond the eyes could sea-mist it... Love in the air
Happy stares of the moonlight casting out shadows
Waves of Deep Oceans cleansing emotions of time sensitive cases
Worth more than previously imagined because she had lost her imagination
Welcome back, nice to meet you
Seagulls gather to break bread no longer chased away
Too long she stayed away; but now a distant memory
Lost her memory for imagination now guides her migration
New situations no more haunted houses
Time to enjoy the seashore everywhere she goes
So now she can be sure
BE more than thought once said she should be
Confident looks because she looks confidently
Hot but never sweating because her hot flashes are cool
Who needs a pool when you swim in deep waters?
Footprints in the sand so Loved ones can see the path she walks
Silent soft stares with smiles of inner peace
Grains of sands between her toes as Heaven she only knows
Letting go of harsh weather and beating winds
Free rains and sunsets of beautiful laughter within
Sand dunes of family air looms in the balance
Drinking holy water from a golden chalice ... Washing down malice...
Changed her name to Alice
This is wonder land and Sally has left the building
No more Toms... Dicks... Harrys or Harry d.... Ha
Humorous sound filled energy around her
No longer concerned with being taken seriously
She's a kidder
Kid at Heart no more grown ups telling her what to do
Material matters make little difference when running this free face to face with destiny
Certainly a child of it so she sings beautifully no longer ashamed to let her voice ring
Voicing feelings now of little opinion a master of dominion
Standing knee deep in it... Only this is different
Yes Earth, Wind and Water lights her Fire
Newly desired Life comes soft and supple
No more floods felt even when waves crash against her
Wonderful woman wondering wherever one winds up
No longer scared she says, "Like me or not ... Blow me!"
As her gorgeous hair sails glimmering at sea, her ship has sailed...





Thursday, August 21, 2014

TAINTED

I tickle females faint by touching their taint
Get a slap in the face or a dirty look!
Which is confusing because then I'm not sure if they want to get dirty with me or can't stand me
So I simply tell them, you have to admit!
I AM HANDY!
And Raaaaaaaannnnnndy... like a Hurricane
Dirty YES, but Sandy
Stripping away material!
Leaving your soul naked!
I'm mean? Most of you take your body WAY too serious
See I can loosen up a tight wad like Scrooges business
Don't touch me, or, my body gotta look just right to be taken serious
I'ma touch your body until you give it up
Out of body experience
Clowning because Life ain't serious... Seriously!
I confuse the shit out of people because most are constipated
So most women have been scared to date me
It's my mental make-up!
It's just too far outdated!
So give me a manikin and i'll rape it
Shhhhhhhh... Told her, don't talk sweet heart I'm taking your manhood
Now I kin.
See how I did that?
You never feel me coming til it's too late!
Inserted a baby of mankind
So even if you could talk no one would here you screaming
Until after ... Wards would come and lock you up
Screaming for no reason
Over Love that reached and took the man back into the hood before the mind ever knew it's treason
I mean left you like you never left
Quiet as kept
I speak soft silent words into her earlobe
Whispering into cold Hearts to release fear snow
?????
Frozen energy weighted down like packed ice!
Be water my friend like Lee said!
Don't fight it!
Master teachings from a five finger death punch
Killing mental appetites like a soggy packed lunch!
Give me any word and I'll rape it til it gives up
But give me any woman and I wont even touch her until she gives up the body!
See that?
How I play things because I'm far too amazy to work it!
I mean Let me just lie down and take it!
Irresistible without a fistful of dollhairs because that would just bring immature ballhairs
????
I mean NUTS!!!
Just a crazy hunch lady!
With panties in a bunch lady!
So damnit all that just to see why I grab so many taints!
Guess thats why I'm thought to be so tainted!
To Hell with it!

HOLLERING MAYDAY!

Its the system OF the people. I spent my life in a system of the Kitchen. HIGH performing kitchens. Open 365 days of the year sometimes. 6-7 days a week where its hard to find people with the proper "mental make-up" to perform at the focused and caring level it takes to put out food that people REALLY FEEL. So you are almost always under staffed, staffed with people either who could care less or are trying to expand that feeling within in an often fast paced consumer driven state. And so it is with this country particularly of being consumers within ALL systems. So we can talk all day long about cops but it won't ever change til we stop policing the HOOD and begin loving the aggression of the young kids and burnt older folks into something different. I don't care WHO you are... You send someone into a warzone to monitor it and eventually some flares going to be set off! Its not about monitoring keeping "THINGS" in line. It aint about THINGS. It's about people. Disband the whole fucking band of rubber bullets and into more Bands hollering Mayday and watch all this shit end. Yea the kids might go crazy with no police, but you know what, the REAL leaders would step up and shine with music to our ears! LOVE brothers and sisters!

Friday, August 15, 2014

M.O.T.H.E.R

Who is not my mother for all of she be my sister!
Yet once upon a time THIS woman met a mister!
And from her incredible love to his incredible pain...
They made a child, two in fact...
I know!
INSANE!!!!!! :O
What were they thinking!
Yet in fact they weren't!
Passionate Love gifted and sent IN TWOs... the World!
So it was by divine mistake I happened to be born first...
I say, because I'm often the last to get it...
But the Ides of March had a plan to make a man that'd March
From an overly sensitive boy into a child with HEART!
She felt something inside of her that had no end nor start!
So I came with another to follow... The older coming next
And so she named like a saint
Loving and Jolly so we called Him Nick
And James as well because she knew he was double that, the saint!
So if any one has any doubt about this woman I'll tell you ...
THERE JUST AIN'T!
Paint and play she told us
But it was my path to soak up all the pain
Not so much by the troubles of this world... but the patterns of it's brain...
Yet her soft Heart was the beat within mine that drummed
And seeded an intelligence beyond the mind so numb!
She always Loved though once she hit me...
But it hurt her more than eye...
I mean really it hurt her physically to hit my hardened shell!
But when she cried it hurt me worse than H-E ... Double LLs on ice...
Hockey Sticks!
Ah PUCK IT!
You know what I mean
Her beauty can not be measured in this, the seen!
Hot or cold it matters not she has always shined in dark
Putting up with shit we did... I meaning cleaning our underwear's "farts"...
Ewwwww... I know amazing isn't she?
You'd swear I've made this up!
But this woman is made of incredible ...space..."aged" ...stuff!
So I LAUGH OUT LOUD when she asks me,
"HOW do I look????!"
Pssssssstttttttt! Yes I spelled that out...
Let me get my Tell A Scope
An imagine ALL you are!
For all the words THEY'VE never HEARD... Could not explain your HOPE!
Beyond the bounds of Earthly weight that she sent me here to escape!
And turn this world upside down to FEEL that Love is truly HATE!
It sounds so weird I know and that's precisely why she was chosen...
To endure a SUN as bright as me that for so long sat still and FROZEN!
But now we Let it GO, Let it GO...
Can't hold me back anymore...
And so my Love for Her here is all of what She endured!
The world may only get a glance as this child moves and does his dance...
But my SOUL will ever know the beauty of HER that most certainly was... not a chance!
LOVE MOTHER!

Thursday, August 14, 2014

SUNSHIINE!

SUNSHINE!
I can play a part ... nor a part of not
Not a thing within nothing
Matter
I bend the shatter
Til mirrors gather
Within atoms
I splatter!

SPLAT!
So they hear when I fall but my breaks don't hurt at ALL!
I bend em back; didn't I already mention that?!
Crick Crack like a Cracker Jack ...
SURPRISE!
Plan devised without looking eyes
Falling blind in the abyss to find
FREE FALLING
I'm a G ... Balling
Rat a Tat Tat
I caught the rat and turned him!
Not on me; but on the self!
Cuz Cube said it coldly ...
BIG D'S IN THA ASS ARE BAD FOR YOUR HEALTH!
See I take myself out of the Hood but I always find my way back
Because I've been to the top and they don't know how to act!
But my Ghetto always speaks BOLDLY!
And that's more intelligently soul filled than any of the land fills the top drops
BOOOOOOOM!
Making sand lots from bombs dropped the mind fully empty!
But see I'm still smiling freely of abused envy
Because my mind is empty of foolish things, plenty!
Things come my way but aren't in the all ways I'd do 'em!
No need to sue em... chew on that cat; like Chinese Chicken
Clock ticking because it's only a matter of time itself before time has given up ... told you
KABOOOOOOOM!
Like a typhoon I dance in the middle of!
So where is my eye at?
Can't pry that and they thought I said, Can't TRY that ...
Naw go ahead, give ANY THING a try!
But because I cannot be budged doesn't mean I'm not a nice guy!
I'm just too busy dancing in the rain looking at the SUN ... SHINE!!!

TO SHARE A MOMENT IS TO SHARE A LIFETIME!



Jenna Giannini

During my college years at FSU, my summer of 2000 was spent in San Francisco where I worked as a hostess at Rose Pistola. At lunch service one day, Robin Williams came in to dine with the restaurant owner. They entered through a back door and sat in a private area. His server came to ask me if I wanted to take Robin his lemonade (with no ice). Of course I did!! I was so nervous and didn't say a word as I delivered his beverage, as I wouldn't dare interrupt conversation. But before I could turn away from the table, Robin stopped mid-conversation, looked up at me, and said, "And how are you today?!" as if he could tell this little youngin' was probably just serving him his lemonade to get a closer peek. I smiled and a few kind words were nervously exchanged.

What was entirely crazy about the whole situation was just before I left for San Francisco, my Mom Diann gave me a tiny pair of butterfly earrings because I loved the movie "Patch Adams" so much. (You have to REALLY know the movie to know the butterfly connection and not just the clown theme.) Well, low and behold, that day was the first time I'd worn my "Patch Adams" earrings, and now, here I was serving lemonade to Robin Williams! Crazy.

I made a strategic plan to ask him for a picture as he got up to leave (that I later sorta got a slap on the wrist for, oh well). As he was leaving, I whispered, "Mr. Williams, would you mind taking a picture with me?" "Of course! Right here!" as he positioned himself just right. The server took our picture with the disposable camera I just HAPPENED to have in my purse that day (remember...this was 2000). And DANG IT! I forgot all about that stupid flash button! That button that you had to hold for 20 seconds to activate the flash, remember those? I realized it instantly but didn't say a thing, as I didn't want to keep him any longer. But right away, Robin said, "Oh wait, take another, it didn't flash!" While we patiently waited for the flash thingy, I told him I was wearing my Patch Adams earrings. "Oh, what are they? Clowns?" "No, butterflies!" as I moved my hair away to show him. "Butterflies?! Well, give me a hug then!" he said. Fourteen years later...pictures worth a thousand words. Both of them.

Robin is just one of the hundreds, if not thousands, of people who took his/her life yesterday. Major mental illness is an excruciating, evil, disgusting battle. Don't ignore the warning signs.
Rest in peace, Patch!

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To share someone else's Life WITH them is the greatest gift we ever have been given ... the day is closing upon us when the WORK we THINK we need to do will become second to the FEELING of simply sharing that the Heart longs for ... the mind can forget and be cold lost in the Love it's rarely felt ... but Life always gives us reminders ... ALWAYS

Thanks Jenna!!!!!

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

NAKED PICTURES

Get your hands on my pictures ...
Feeling you and me naked!
My naked pictures...
Of you and me naked together!
Ass me what I picture?
Me inside you ...
That's Oneness
So I picture
You on top of me
Me behind you
On the side ... Inside out
Me on top but I don't shout ... 
Whispers I Love more than anything EVER
How ever you want to view my picture
Long as we're naked together 
Feeling
Naked together
Questions?
Out of the picture ...
Kiss it ... Good Bye ...
HELLO!
Oh baby that's the spot! 
I picture all of you
All the time
Yet can't picture time ...
Without you
Time and time again
You touch me ... 
MY GOD ...
YES!
Beautiful picture!
MMmmmmmmm...
So what! I kiss your picture and stare at it ...
Worship you in obsession
My Heart is obedient ...
SLAVE to LOVE!
Don't judge me!
Sniff sniff ... I am not ashamed of any pictures ever taken!
My camera?
No baby ... Photographic memory called pornographic symmetry!
Not a sin to me!
You and Me ANY WAY=INFINITY
Any time I'm naked with you!
I don't see positions ...
WE just roll together ...
In ROLE play!
Break up ... Back together ... Never again ... ALL WAYS ... 
FOREVER!
Kiss me good-bye ...
Hello more intense... Helium
Worries fading away... Floating but ...
Down on my knees...
No more playing around!
ALL WAYS BE PLAYING
Naked Pictures!
Nothing serious...
Crazed loon in LOVE ... Delirious!
Will you take my picture? 
Get in it again with me!
Made it through the system!
So got it out of my system! ... FULLY in it
Only Self directing positions ...
Direct my position?
Because I'm in LOVE with the director
I've seen you peeking ...
Looking at my pictures wondering if you can jump in ...
FUCK YES!!!!
Oh ... I get soooooo excited with you, unlike any other ... So excuse me ... A touch less?
Pretty difficult request ...
I'll do my best!
My chest always a head rest ... Pretty picture
No more dealing with ya ...
Brushes held together in naked ness painting pictures!
A kid always kidding but oh so serious
About OUR pictures...
Can I get wit cha?
And take ya picture! 
You can trust me ...
Because I like Big butts and I CANNOT LIE!